That was a close one!

It occurs to me that I have recently reached the point that my lack of a sex life is no longer a constant irritant. Like any loss mourned there was a few weeks in which I couldn't go 24 hours with out thinking "Damn! I am so not getting laid today!" But with time Over time these thoughts became more and more rare ... Until these past two weekends when I did the unthinkable. I passed up Meaningless, no strings attached sex with two ex's.

Oh God! Panic Attack. I'm going to throw up. My hands are shaking. My heart is racing.
Yes, that was DEFINITELY related to my upcoming job situation. My muscles now feel weak and sore, like I was doing a lot of heavy lifting, because of the adrenaline surge.